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🎓 My MUET Journey: From Self-Doubt to Self-Growth
“You don’t have to be the best. You just have to be better than yesterday.”
📘 Introduction: The Beginning of a Challenge.
When I first began preparing for MUET (Malaysian University English Test), I was filled with anxiety. As an average student, I didn’t see myself as someone who could excel. I struggled with vocabulary, I hesitated to speak, and deep down, I feared I couldn’t compete with more fluent and confident classmates.
But I had one thing that pushed me forward — I aimed high.
💭 The Struggles: Low Confidence, Limited Vocabulary.
English was never my strong suit. I often found myself stuck in writing tasks, unsure of how to express ideas. Speaking tests were even harder — I was scared of being judged or saying something wrong. Even when I had thoughts in my mind, I couldn’t translate them smoothly into words.
Around me, other students seemed more competent, more fluent, more ready. That constant comparison made me feel like I was falling behind, like I didn’t belong in the same room.
🎶 My Safe Space: Music as Stress Relief.
One thing that helped me keep going? Music.
Whenever stress overwhelmed me, I would plug in my earphones and drift into melodies. Music became my escape. It helped me relax before speaking tests, and sometimes, English songs even helped me improve my vocabulary. I would look up lyrics, understand meanings, and learn how words were used in context — all without opening a textbook.
Music reminded me that learning could be fun, too.
🎧 Tip: Create a “MUET Motivation” playlist to help calm nerves before big study sessions or test days. My fav is relax and calming lo-fi playlist.
🔁 The Turning Point: Progress Over Perfection
Things started to change when I shifted my mindset.
Instead of trying to be the best in class, I decided to focus on being better than yesterday. I celebrated small victories — learning five new words a day, completing a reading task on time, or speaking for one minute without freezing.
With practice, support, and self-belief, I started to improve. Slowly, yes. But surely.
✍️ What MUET Really Taught Me
MUET wasn't just about English. It was about:
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Perseverance
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Resilience
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Self-growth
It taught me that struggling doesn’t mean failing. It means learning. It reminded me that confidence isn’t natural — it’s built through effort and time.
🌟 Final Words: Keep Going
If you’re reading this and feel like you’re not good enough — I’ve been there. But trust me, your journey matters. Don’t be afraid to take small steps. Don’t be afraid to fail. Growth takes time, and you are capable of more than you think.
Let your journey be your strength. Let your effort be your pride. And don’t forget — it’s okay to take breaks and hit play on your favorite song when the road feels tough.
Yu.
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